Thanks Juan Sis for you care.. I am sorry. You've tried to hard to bring Sheng and me together. But then, Sorry to said.. I don't want it. Really, I know you are sad to see me like this. But I can't denied my feelings. I know you'll said whats the use of keeping him in my heart when his feeling had long gone? I know I sounded stupid but then I just can't get rid of the happiness and memories he gave me. Sigh.. give me time. I am sure that I can forget everything and get over it just like last time. I am trying very hard now to forget and trying my best not to think about him. So give me time okay? I am trying to numb myself. I don't want to love someone so soon. Ya, I'm scare. I think single life will be better, I am better off alone. Don't you think so?

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阿胜，谢谢你的关心。我知道你的好意，我也知道我一个人需要很长的时间才能克服那些阴影。一个被伤透的心，需要时间来愈合那些伤痕。坦白一点，我还爱着他。不过，我在尝试去忘记他。所以你也不用担心我会做傻事。我已经哭断肠了，哭到没有泪能流了。不过我们还可以当朋友啊。=）




麻木的心，还是有感觉的。
A numbed heart, can still feel.