Last friday night went over to Gigi house. Before that went Kim Tian 131 met up with my daddy, Peter and Gigi. Had dinner there together with my brother. Dinner was rather funny, all I was laughing all the wayyyyyy almost choke on my food LOL! Cause all the way my brother was tio suan-ed by Peter LMAO! Then he move target to me =.= . Okay after slacking there daddy and us went seprate ways. Us to Gigi house and daddy went home alone. And yea left my dear Shiko at home with daddy =X sure get lots of nagging and scolding bah? Koko LOL! Ok back to Gigi house. Ro, Na and Shadow are really really adorable! And of course you too baby Koko ;D Then at around 3.30 am I brought Ro;Na and Shadow to the void deck, cause they're inviting the deity( Zai Zai ). So from preventing they from barking and misbehave gotta bring them down together with the bark collar. The wind at the void deck was very very very chilling ~__~ regret for not bringing my jacket down with me D: Brother had his hoodie with him =.= and refuse to lend me >:( So I bo bian sit there enjoy free air con x.x. And he slept all the way (*&*(^#$&*! And I did not bring my handphone down also. So I stay awake alone with them all asleep, but Ro;Na and Shadow not as pig as him. They still got wake up pei me kay. Then at around 6+am everything is done. We went up. While inside the lift I was facing inside and didn't notice one stupid Ah Neh actually wanted to go in as well. Well Ro;Na and Shadow was inside the Pet Stroller like those Baby Stroller but slightly bigger, so he didn't know we had dogs with us. He is trying to get in the lift by my right but when he saw the dogs in the stroller he backed off, he said "Can you push it in anot? Please be considerate." Then (Brother was trying to shift the stroller with my help) I was already pissed off alittle le cause he did not said in a nice way but understanding enough we shifted the stroller and kept quiet cause he was a Muslim Indian. Then he *TSKS SHAKES HEAD* Then brother stares at him, me side glared him and folded my arms. He *Tsks shake head "So inconsiderate"* Brother * Eh you tsk what? We moved the stroller already right! Can't you be patient abit?* I kept quiet and then asked my brother to relax. He * Got what I got patient what. You all stand there don't want to move* Brother *We moved isn't it? Whats your company number? I wanna call your boss and complain you.* As he was delivering Newspaper. He * CALL LAH, THINK I SCARE AH* Me pissed to the max shouting * EH YOU ENOUGH ALREADY NOT?! WE DID MOVE IT ANYWAY! I WAS FACING INSIDE AND HOW DO I NOTICE YOU THERE? YOU DIDN'T EVEN SAY EXCUSE ME! THEN WHAT YOU WANT?* Brother * COME GIVE ME YOUR BOSS NUMBER I CALL HIM NOW* He * eh relax ah talk only lah* Brother * TALK WHAT, GIVE ME YOUR BOSS NUMBER. I WILL TALK TO HIM* He * CALL LAH CALL LAH YOU THINK I SCARE AR?* Brother *COME GIVE ME NUMBER WHAT'S YOUR BOSS NAME?* HE * MY BOSS NAME JOHNSON* Then lift's door opened he walked out. Brother *YOU HUM JI IS IT?* He came back and slammed the door opened as it was closing automatically *WHAT WHAT?* Brother *COME LAH GIVE ME YOUR BOSS NUMBER* He trying to mumble something we can't hear but trying to act fierce at that time then Me slammed the door as it is closing again and shouted *WHY, YOU GOT NO GUTS AH!!* He act act and walk down the stairs. Nabeh de loh the cb Ah neh, he trying to get in the lift by my right le mar, cause inner right side is my brother, inner left is the pet stroller outer left is me. When noticing got dogs, he kp-ed then why in the 1st place before he gets in don't want say excuse me to me? Then who is the one who is inconsiderate? We already shut up and moved still say so much, and all three dogs didn't even make a single noise they did not bark or growl. PS to those who are muslim or malay, but seriously I hate this type of Malays/Muslims cause they think they big fuck. Mai gong liao say liao I angry again =.=
See picture.
Handsome Shiro, Koko's Daddy =D
Peter, Gigi, brother's leg and Ah Ro
Nana
Shadow;Shina
I like crop ears :\
Pretty Shina ;D
Shiro and Shina, Na looks like a puppy due to her tiny size =D
Nana again~
Ah Ro~
Shadow; Koko's big brother aka Ah Pai and Barbarian.LOL =X
Very hard to capture him in cam -.-
Shiro's smiling ;)
Pretty Nana with Yi Lin Jie Jie =X She loves my cuddle and loves me to carry her.
Okay outdated picture LOL. Found all my missing lighters while clearing my computer table zzz
Maybe what Peter and Gigi said were right. I was the one who make you had high-blood pressure and all those ill-ness. My impression as your daughter wasn't good to everybody, your friends and every of the relative. Even some relatives looks at me differently and treated me differently like you, I can feel that. And I personally knows it. I am a human, I can see I can feel. I know I am your greatest disappointment in life. You pinned so much hope in me. And yet I letted you see me in the police station in the past. From that day onwards I've crushed all you hopes, faith and trust in me. Years had passed, I haven't even really been nice to you and you also on and off being nice silently and being not nice openly. Its true that Peter and Gigi said we had communication break downs due to the age gap and the lifestyle we're living differently. And they too knows I hate you but still I respected you as my dad. Its true that I hate you just as I hated mummy like before when she leave us. But had you ever think that mummy is actually more understanding then you do? Be it because of the guilty she have or she's truly wanting to understand me, but as least she understands me more. I am not as hypocrite as some people. I don't like it I say it. And of course my friends and Peter, Gigi knows that I think most people are hypocrite. Most people around me are hypocrite. But I know who are not. They said, maybe now I will say if there's one day you're going to leave us, leave this world I might not shed a tear. But who knows if that day comes and I really don't shed a tear? Why am I so cold towards you? Because I'm afraid. I am afraid that what I do is all wrong to you, what I say is all wrong to you as well. Thus I choose not to talk to you. Cause, to me whatever I say and do is all wrong to you. And to you indeed, I AM THE WRONG.
If only you had try harder to understand me, understand what I go through, understand what I want and understand how I feel. I don't think things will become this bad like now.
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