I realised I am such a idiot such a big big fool. I helped someone without thinking of myself. Ended up now, I owned her something. WTF?

Story detail:
A called me for help as A needs help. I said I'll help. I helped A abit at the 1st month, but it wasn't enough so A got B to help. Ok B helped. Then 2nd month I help again cause I said I will and still it wasn't enough so A called C to help. C help. And problem was solved with B. 3rd month I helped A again as I had said I will in the 1st month. Same it wasn't enough. So A returned C something. So problem is solved with C. Now, this time A said I owned A something.
Can get the picture?

When I helped, every month I am left with nothing. Simply just enough for me to go on for a week. And this is what I get in return. *LAUGHS* Never think that this will happen. SO HYPOCRITE. This very minute, can be as good as you thought you can confess everything to. And the next, rants about you like you are detested.

Shall not include names and the helps I gave. Even in this state, I'm protecting a Hypocrite. -laughs- Just because, A was once someone whom I trusted, someone whom I thought I can confide everything with. For what right?

LMAO. Sickeningly laughing at myself.