Today in the afternoon I did not on my computer and online *Claps* I am helping out at home doing housework *
CLAPSS*. Its so rare that I help out the whole afternoon.
LOL Eh Juan don't say I very messy
liao. Cause I got do housework today okay. Now neat die okay! Ya I know the tidiness won't last long. Cause I am a very very very lazy person. I'll just throw my bag one side and kicks my slipper out the other side and toss my purse and keys one side.
LOL. I throw
alot of my storybooks
le ): The whole set of Sesame Street and the Smarty books which followed me for the whole of my life.. Well they're almost as old as me or maybe 2 years younger then me. I throw it all away ); And some other books also.
LOL Well I love to read when I was much younger. I remember I can finish a 1 and a 1/2 inch book within a day.
LOL I read so fast that my dad is scare of me asking him to buy more. He insisted I go to the library to read.
Can't wait to receive red packets and some allowance. I had been aiming for the bags for about 4 to 6 months ago? Well.. If only.. nah there's no IF-s. If I know I won't be what I am today already. If I know I ask my mother don't give birth to me already =.=" STOPS*
I really realise that I don't have those essential things that a lady should have. I should go get myself some already. A nice shawl, a nice lady wallet, a "
Nv Outdated" bag the list just go on and on.
Hmm but I want a tattoo also... but I'm afraid if I get marry, the wedding gown expose too much then can see
alamak ~__~
Siao also don't know can get marry
anot.
ZZZ today my brother saw his ex school-mate. Same age as me, and she's getting marry x.x and even bought a flat with her future husband already. Power, I also want. And...not I want to say people or gossip or talk bad
lah... She fatter then me, she shorter then me, she can get marry
lehzxzxzxz!!!
Wah lao eh, I think I can hide inside storeroom
liao. Eh she never
tiow kia okay. NB I fated to be like that
sial. Never mind never mind, no people want no people want
loh.
I KNOW WHO WANTS ME! LEE XIU JUAN AND CHUA YI ZHEN!! HAHAHA! AND THE TIKO PEH!Who will want someone like me? I'm just a slut. I am inconsiderate, I am always cheating on people's feelings, I am selfish, I lie all the time, I am bad, I am fat and ugly.. Whatever it is, I am not worth people loving me. I don't deserve people doting me. Cause this type of girl like me is useless and valueless from top to toe and from inside out. Two Word, CHEAP SLUT.But then, what I want is someone who cares. Someone whom understand my needs. Someone to stand beside me all the time. Someone who'll catches my heart. Something feeling more real more heart warming then family and friends can give. But all I get is just emptiness. Woke up as a total stranger. I never thought that one day I'll wake up and everything would change but it happened. The next day, you didn't love me anymore.