Today, Tao Gong Gong.. keep doing things wrongly.. got the wrong agreement for my Super Relief Driver. Photocopied more then the amount of documents i needed. I think thanks to my medicine. Makes me feel drowsy at work. Lucky all the hirers and relief driver was kind enough to understand my situations.

And great, Tony's giving me my salary ought to be given at Aug now its Oct already. But sad enough it wasn't the exact amount I should receive. Darn.. And my Pay Cheque is with Hua Yi.

Hope to get the cheque as soon as possible perhaps tomorrow. I can save/lighten 3 or even 5 person's burden. So I hope I can get it tomorrow.

Life was not sailing smoothly for me, but I know there's baby here with me.

I can do it! I am still as strong as before! I must do it even though it won't come out fine.

"Leen, Jia You!"

Dear, lets Scissors, Paper, Stone! I LOVE YOU! I MISS YOU! MUACKS! <3

Audit the whole day.. Saturday and Sundays is always boring and Monday to Friday is always stressing and busy.. Oh man. Am I gonna stay like this forever? No life.. Everyone is busy with their own things.. Had some tiff with dad -.- kp back with him. BTH. Some times I just don't wanna see his face.

Tomorrow's working. Gonna stress again.. stress stress stresssssssss D:

Sigh.. I miss Jasper baby badly :( Sigh...

When will all the obstacles end?

"baby i wish you were by my side, i miss you."

Lalala.. my blog is dead..

Shall post today. Was rather busy working ain't have time to blog the past few dayszxzxs.

Alright, now I am working as a Sales Admin under Recruitment Team of Premier Taxi. The MD was a good guy :) He tought me lots of things about life. When ever I have a training session with him, he'll start of with talking about life. He is a great man. When he was talking about life somehow I tear.. cause I think of my past, what had I done, I think of my family, my friends and of course my dearest. Really a soul searching moments. And I realised that its true that friends cannot be there for you always.

With dear's support and advise I had stepped a few steps out of my own world, and accepted that I must work hard for everything that I want in life. There's still a long way ahead of me. And I am really glad that I have him, my dear in my life. He was the best I ever met. I really cherish every second with him. I want to live my life with him, I wanted him badly.

I am really contented with my life now.

Taken during his 1st birthday :)

Koko hair long already.
x.x

I thank God.

For letting me, having you by my side.

This tender love you gave me was the best gift.

Baby, I am seriously in love with you(:

Quite a few things happened this few days. I should be glad that some of it is over.
After hearing advise from dear, i had realise that i am seriously roaming around aimlessly.
After that had happened, i have begin to learn. I can't carry on behaving this way.

For the sake of myself, my future, my family and the most important one in my life, my dear.
I have to change for the better. I know actions speak louder than words. For the sake of Trust,
for the sake of everything i need in my life. I need a change. I, myself know this for so long and
why am i still behaving this way? I NEED A CHANGE.

I seriously hope that you will not give up on me, and i hope you can guide my throughout.
I need to change!

LJ SPEC

Its been hella long since i last updated!!

Yesterday was *(&%#%

Nothing much to say. Uploading a short conversation with Little Bird Brain.
Felt sad thou cause i DID not SS down everything!

GEK XIM SI

GEK XIM SI!

SAD DIE ME!

;(

P.S: Thks Hool, Haze and Himi <3