Thursday, June 24, 2010

I don't care.

Note to those: Don't need to say anything on the web. If you want and got the guts, come straight at me. Face To Face. Don't say ''You want you come loh'' & etc. Coz, you are the one finding fault with me. If you really want to find fault with me don't bother to do it online in the web. Don't you think that is childish & time wasting? Coz I don't even care. Anyway, FYI I'm actually laughing your doings off my ass. You're such a amusing creature. :D

It will be a waste. Don't you think so?

Well, I'm very free today that explain why this post being created.

Now I ''See You No Up'' ^^v direct translation for you. x)

Monday, June 07, 2010

When I say Te Amor

How alone can it be?






My desktop sucks big time. The 3rd time it went dead, fix it for 2 times already. Have to buy a new one. Now I'm using my brother's lappy and no audition for me. DAMN.

Back home from Gigi's place yesterday night. And I hope she'll be fine when I'm not around with her. Have been staying over for quite sometimes now. Haha and I will be at her place frequently now.

Now that I'm old enough, but I still think I don't have any qualities of being an a adult.
I couldn't make choices for myself. I'm always asking for opinions. Tell me, what am I going to do? Now I'm walking this stage of life with different point of view in life.

I have a choice of what I can be in future, a Pet Groomer & a Enroll Nurse.
Both are my dreams, what I should do to choose between these two?
I can be a Pet Groom after I learn how to groom them and it takes not more then 2 years.
I can be a Nurse after I complete my studies in Maths & Nursing course it will take up more then 3 years. And now, to be independent early or later? Gahhh my brain's gonna explode.

You said you're afraid, I say I'm afraid too. When two hearts are racing for each another, but the minds with thoughts of these. Whose hearts wouldn't feel withdrawal? Despite the feeling of withdraw, I'm still think of you as much as before, and I still loves you. But being together back again hasn't cross my mind. Hurting you I'm also hurting myself in a way or two. We have no answer of how we can be in the future roads. When I say I love you, what your mind are thinking of? I wouldn't know.

I still have so much to fulfil for myself. Only till now, I learn how to love myself. And not just put all the love on the other half.
I wanna visit the doctor for my skin problem, for my fatty issues and a complete health check.
Kinda worried for my health...

All right going to accompany my sweetie pie Shiko now!

爱。。。。 ?