My life, a bed of black roses tinted crimson.

Hey-ya CNY's getting over eh. Hah, this CNY to me is so meaningless.
How can a family be happy with a missing member? Laughs.
What a joke heaven played on me urh... Well, it's life nothing last forever.

2 is better than 1? Memories? All this blah blah blah, love sucks as much as life.
But still, we humans kept falling in love even though it sucks so much.
Worst is we fall in love with the WRONG one. And worst of the worst, sometimes we just can't simply forget about it. Darn isn't is? Why bother to love those who'd fucking hurt you?
Cause they simply knows we're totally in-love with'em and then they can start all their shits.
It's fucking wrong to do that seriously. Why don't they have retributions? God gotta Fuck em hard.

I'm always ranting for the same old damn thing again and again.
I wonder, am I regretting it now.

Goodbye to you, once my invisible lover.
It is a high price to pay to fall in love with someone like you.
And it's a love with no outcome NO NOTHING.