He's done with.

It's all over.

I've got no right.

Life's like this... I've got nothing to say, nothing left.

Goodbye, my love.

"Out of sudden I feel like pouring everything that's in my heart. But I also want to keep it to myself. I can't find anyone to talk my heart out. I don't know what to do. really don't know. Keep to myself? And just make myself gong gong in the night? I really wish he were there. Nah, I'm not qualified to. Even my sorry is valueless. Useless. Hah. Now I see, I'm actually that lousy, that bad. Now you guys know, so why do you still want to befriend with me? Stop being a friend to me. I belong to those who don't deserve anything from anyone. Don't pity me. Bu Zhi De okay. How I wish I was dead, and donate my organs to people who deserve to enjoy and live more? Dammit, 9pm only I'm blah-ing rubbish? LOL? Laugh all you want. I want to do anything before I make this decision. Thanks if you care. But sorry, you know I don't deserve it. Take care till then. Nevertheless, I love him the most, yes you, if you're reading this. I know you'll say '' You're not qualified to love me.". No motivation to live on. No reason to live on. Now I'm living for nothing. Sit back and relax like an idiot. Wasting my life away like burning paper turning into ashes. And Blah Blah Blah. Too much, just too much. You wouldn't know what I've been through, although I know you've been through alot.

Bye."