E Against The World.

WTF!

I just can't simply communicate to you all cannot ah?
I like to communicate in game cannot ah?
I like to confide to my friends only cannot ah?
Big Crime Is It?
I FCK YOU LAH.
CB this is crime ah?
Then you fcking hella go ask government set this cb law lah!
TMD Seriously leh now is THE WORLD AGAINST ME leh cb.

Come lah Come lah, all come say and blame and point finger at my lah cb.
Animal also got their limit let alone human lah. CB you all human I not human lah?
TMD you go suck dick lah.

CB. Mai act act in front do other thing behind lah. Show people how good you are but too
bad lah I see through all you acting lah. CB ALL FCKING FAKE.
Your church people so good ask them be your sister lah CB.

I tell you this lah, I MAKE SURE WHEN I EARN ENOUGH I WILL FCKING MOVE OUT OF THE HOUSE.

YOU STRESS I NOT STRESS? YOU SAD I NOT SAD?

I'M TELLING YOU THIS LAH. YOU STRESS LAN JIAO LAH YOU.
AND I SAD LAN JIAO LAH.

IS WHAT YOU ALL DO THAT MAKES ME FEEL THAT HEY FAMILY?
WHAT IS FAMILY? I CAN ONLY FEEL MY FRIEND UNDERSTAND ME AND
KNOWS HOW I FUCKING FEEL LAH OKAY.

KNN CB WHOEVER OUTSIDE GONNA MAKE FUN OF THIS
I SERIOUSLY TAKE CHOPPER GO UP FIND YOU ONE. BELIEVE IT OR JUST WAIT AND WE SHALL SEE.

FAMILY? _l_! I DON'T HAVE ONE.

NOW IS EILEEN AGAINST THE WORLD LAH HOR.

I love you dad.

Hi all.

Thanks for all of your care and concern.
Really appreciated.

I know everything happened much too fast too sudden. But don't worry, me and my family are doing fine. When this kind of things happen, I infact learned alot of stuffs.
The beautiful and ugly sides of people.
Lol.. All the beautiful people thanks alot, really.
All the ugly people, didn't know this will actually shows your colour? Too bad, I see it all.
Thats why the beautiful people said I am too STUPID to believe and being too nice to you UGLY people. Once bitten twice shy. Now just fuck off, out of my life.

Now I know, what's before my eyes are real and are meant for me to cherish and treasure it.
Those who act act, hide here hide there, say but never do one don't need to act as if like you CARE, when I'm just something for your USE only. I hope this is obvious enough to tell you who you are. Who knows, the name you gave could be a fake one too.

I'm getting smarter? *Laughs*

Bye.

I rock your tits!

Well not really a post eh.

Why some ''human?'' are behaving is such a puerile way, why don't they have originality? It is because, they're brainless or they are just totally imbecile?

It is really that hard to think or express "yourself" in an independent and individual manner or you're really lack of ability?

Or was it you wanna be my clone?

Lol. But please don't look at me like I'm just like one of you.
Cause, you're a harlot. And I'm not.
Understand the difference between us. Clearly stated here already.

YOU = HARLOT. AND I'M NOT.

Well we all know, you would do anything for the sake of labels and cash.

(Y) (:

Rocking Tits.

Someone just farted. (:

Life's too enjoyable. I couldn't bother about small things that's happening.

And oh ya, my dearest Bro (Stanley)♥ is coming back already! Supped eh! :D

What about now?

I'm going to work later on, but I still can't get into sleep.
So I decided to post now, as my blog is really rotting away this time.
What's wrong with me? LOL.

I'm so used to it now seriously. Ain't going to mention alot here.
I feel like giving up. I'm tired. Really. The limit is really up.
I can't always be like this waiting and waiting. Really.
My heart died on me, without regrets.
Its hard for me to go through all this.
It feels so sucky to be like this.
End of this ranting.

I had my hair-extension already! :)
LOL! So what if its fake? My hair, my problem!
No happy? Go suck your mother nipple then. And yes I know you will sure to say something about me. AND, yes I'm obviously referring to AH BI that slut. HAHAHA!

Man, I wish I could just take afew days off and rest myself mentally and physically.
I'm afraid that I cannot take it. TIRED LA PLEASE.
Feels like I can faint and fall sick anywhere anytime.

Alright, I should go prepare now!

See you folks! Maybe some days later? ;)

Love Zodiac Profile- Taurus



If you are Taurus:



You are an extremely gentle and caring lover. You are totally loyal in your relationships. You prefer to be in a serious relationship. You are a very understanding lover. You love to be pampered by your loved one. At times, you get very possessive about your partner. Your partner loves you for the intimacy and affection you show. You are a tender lover and do not show too much aggression. You tend to be open in your relationships. You do not hide things from your partner and expect the same in return.



Your kissing style:

Your kisses are very soft and memorable. You love to proceed in a slow manner.



To attract you, the opposite sex must be:

cook great food for you, pamper you, be dependable and honest, etc.



You are more compatible with - Leo, Scorpio, Virgo, Capricorn



You are less compatible with - Sagittarius, Gemini, Aries



(LOL?)


Your Chinese Astrology Sign- Snake
Qualities - Amiable, Altruistic, Honorable, Sexy, Philosophical, Intuitive, Sharp
More Compatible with - Rabbit, Dragon & Rooster
Less Compatible with - Monkey & Pig
Lucky Season - Spring
Lucky Month - May
Lucky Stone - Agate
Lucky Numbers - 1, 2, 4, 6
Lucky Color - Red & Blue
Polarity - Yin

Your Chinese Astrology Sign- Dragon
Qualities - Flamboyant, Competitive, Attractive, Lucky, Strong, Charismatic, AmbitiousMore Compatible with - Rat, Tiger & Snake
Less Compatible with - Ox & dog
Lucky Season - Spring
Lucky Month - April
Lucky Stone - Amethyst
Lucky Numbers - 3, 4, 5, 6
Lucky Color - Gold & Black
Polarity - Yang

More Yin
You are more Yin than Yang. Yin and Yang are two complementary qualities. They make up the whole. The qualities of Yin are characterized as negative, passive, dark, soft, and correspond to the nighttime.



Its really up to me to believe. LOL.

Unbreak My Heart.

Overdue picture:

Sorry was being lazy to blog. Hehs.

Well, it seems to be history repeated over and over again each and everyday. Unless I meet up with girlfriends or friends. But its kinda hard. Haha!

My fur kid Shiko is older. Yes and that means I am getting older too. :\ Well, didn't get to give him a big celebration. Hope I can repay him his birthday celebration on the 13th.

Sighs, is it true or it was just your lies? I'm asking this over and over again to myself. Cause I know, if I ask you there will be no answer found. Sometimes, what did they said really make sense. I often choose to believe in whatever you've said. But this time round, it sounds so true that I'm starting to have questions all over my mind. And more 'WHYs?" are coming to haunt me. If you're really lying and playing around please tell me so. Its has been more than a year already. Stop cheating on me if you are. You wouldn't know how it felts. I keep wonder and wonder, making myself even more depressed with all the happenings recently.

I don't wanna think anymore. Stop stressing and vexing me out.

Purposeless

Happy Belated Birthday!

My dear Juan! (Off-day then pass you your present kay? :D)

Ain't late for work today.
Work till 12 am. 23.53 last bus I missed. Luckily can claim cab fare. LOL.
As usual, nothing special happening. Life's bored and purposeless.
Feel like closing down my blog. No use posting. I have not decided yet though.
Or perhaps I'll put private.

Thanks everyone for cheering me up (:
But I'm no longer that strong. As least I have you all to support me ^^
I'll just live my life for the sake of helping my boss to work. ( Swee boh boss?) *Laughs*
Work Sleep Eat & Work Sleep Eat, majiam no life.

Stephyyyy! Yea, I'll confine to you when my heart feels like going to burst. Hahaha!
Then you'll hear all my grandmother story.
But I miss him leh.. How? ):
No chance liao, no hope liao ):
No marry with the one I love liao ):
No baby with the one I love liao ):
Hahahah, I everyday tell you the same thing -.-

Kns, I feel so down inside still can act happy. I siao liao.

Kay mai say so much. I go watch tv. Bye bye.

Just another day without you.

I'm getting crazy.

I miss you. I miss you.

I miss him ):

I'm at lan now. L4D!!!
Kill Kill Vent Vent and Kill and Vent again.

Sighs. I don't know what to do now. I wish we can patch things up. But fat hope.
Even if I change he won't be back again. Why am I always regret when things got out of control?
I don't how to describe the fucking feeling. It sucks. He won't be there asking me to sleep, asking me to go home early again. I'm actually missing him so much now. How? What to do?

I have to go now. Walking in the night street is sure relaxing. Well. I'll be fine.

很忙 - 容祖儿

你总爱说事情太多 时间不够 而我也总是努力 找理由 让自己
来不及想 以后
以为 终究会 等到幸福的时候
等到花也开了 温暖了天空却 变灰暗了

来不及回头 回头太罗嗦 而你我很忙
忙著往前跑却忘了 把感动一路珍藏
已来不及回头 回头已是空 是你我太忙
当逃亡变习惯 我只想痛哭一场 喔

所有快乐的难过的 麻木接收
而忙碌竟是我们 用现在 换未来
最习惯的 理由
也许看著花 绽放的一刻最美
等到花也开了 温暖了天空却 变灰暗了
已来不及回头 回头已是空 是你我太忙
当逃亡变习惯 我只想 痛哭一场 喔
你总是爱说 时间不够

He's done with.

It's all over.

I've got no right.

Life's like this... I've got nothing to say, nothing left.

Goodbye, my love.

"Out of sudden I feel like pouring everything that's in my heart. But I also want to keep it to myself. I can't find anyone to talk my heart out. I don't know what to do. really don't know. Keep to myself? And just make myself gong gong in the night? I really wish he were there. Nah, I'm not qualified to. Even my sorry is valueless. Useless. Hah. Now I see, I'm actually that lousy, that bad. Now you guys know, so why do you still want to befriend with me? Stop being a friend to me. I belong to those who don't deserve anything from anyone. Don't pity me. Bu Zhi De okay. How I wish I was dead, and donate my organs to people who deserve to enjoy and live more? Dammit, 9pm only I'm blah-ing rubbish? LOL? Laugh all you want. I want to do anything before I make this decision. Thanks if you care. But sorry, you know I don't deserve it. Take care till then. Nevertheless, I love him the most, yes you, if you're reading this. I know you'll say '' You're not qualified to love me.". No motivation to live on. No reason to live on. Now I'm living for nothing. Sit back and relax like an idiot. Wasting my life away like burning paper turning into ashes. And Blah Blah Blah. Too much, just too much. You wouldn't know what I've been through, although I know you've been through alot.

Bye."

You're still the one.

Thanks baby, I like it alot. (: Muacks. Love you.

Chao Tah dumpling anyone?

Okay, its really time for me to update.

Today no programme. Tsk.

Went for L4D with Eugene instead. Caicai was there too.

After L4D went home. Now, I'm obsessed with L4D.

Met my beloved scandal Lynn & Nut on Sun for yukiyaki!

Glutton right LOL! But can't finish everything. -.- I da pao-ed the sushis in a plastic bag and throw it away secretly LOL! Met Steph & Co. in the night went Little Heaven. (: Got home at about 8 in the morning. Well I overslept in the bus. My first time man.

My dearest JLJJ, I'm sorry that I've neglected you.

No matter what, I love you the most. It's rather sad to hear what you've said to me.

It's heartbreaking, but still I love you most.

I do hope I can be there for you.

Gotta sleep now. Have to work later.

rotting away

Oh well, I can't get into sleep. Or rather I was waiting for a call important to me.
Went home straight after working last night. Boring. I'll be reporting to work in 4 hours time.
After working meeting Skye jie later in the evening.. I don't know why am I still hesitating to go or not to.
Sometimes I just feel really tired.

I hope someone will understand me.

(Could you be the one then?)

ily dear<3

Last night had a heartily girls talk with Steph and Fel at Little Heaven (:

Signed a facial promotion for $188. I am broke ): Gah I want a LV bag lah!

Today went home straight after work. Audit awhile with dear, audit now kinda boring already.

Played for three years already now then sian.. power. I think we'd grown up already.

I have to plan for my studies next year. Kinda stress sia, also don't know I stress for what.

Appeal for Nursing course in ITE or apply private school for O? Got to save for studies and LV bag. Don't care I die die want to buy a LV bag! Buying labels with money you earned is totally a different feeling.

Later working at 5pm. God bless me, don't be late.

Going to meet Skye jie on sun. God bless me more on sunday okay? *LOL*

I'm so so so so HAPPY!

HAHAHAHA

I'm over the moon tonight.

Filled with joy.

Exhilarated. (:

ily.

Loved!

Lets meet up again and gossip sis! :)

22 Weeks

FUCKED UP.
TO: YS

I've tried my best. Thanks anyway!
I've picked up my missing pieces again.
Thanks for making me realise something.
( You Know Who You Are )


Too many things happened in just a few months. Its getting tired when no matter what I do, the outcome is gonna be the same. I should have never try to get into it. But thanks anyway, enjoyed though.

TSK. Okay, I'm being playful again. LOL.

I'm gonna concentrate on my work and my savings! Dam my desire! My spending had exceeded.
Shall not blah much.

OH YAAA! I wanna try something. Just something. Something I've never try before. Just once please! Stephy -POKE you know what I want right? LOL hint hint *Shakesss Head* =X

And Anyone Dragonica? :x

Outdated Pictures.

Daddy bought this and brought it to me at my workplace. (:
Playing with dry ice.
this is love.

Dunkin!

Coffee club.

Jasper Leong, I'm sorry dear.
But still, I can't forget you.
Come back soon. I'll die without you.

22 Weeks

20 Weeks 1 Day

It'll never be the same ever again.

Was late to greet myself a Happy 1 year and 2 months, on the 5th.

How many more happy anniversary greeting to be greet to myself? -sighs-

I still believe~ Someday you and me~We'll find ourselves inlove again~

I miss your love.

Alright back to topic LOL. Just now, I lodged a complain to the police.
Dam that man. Harass me for the dam 4th times despite the warnings and chances I gave him.
Dam unlucky, stayed in the same block as well. He's a nut. Nothing serious actually but was pissed. I don't even dare to fight him. Cos he has a loose screw in his brain. Who knows what else can he do.

So darn boring, can only go out when bro book-out from camp. Hope to meet up with Stanley on friday after he book-out. Oh and Rodney, Jian Jie if ya both is free lets meet up too! Lets go for movie! Past two days, ate supper together with Stanley :B oh man, didn't I want to slim down?
Cannot resist food. Darn me.

My dear Ong Lai (Stanley), really hope that you can get over all this. I don't know I should be happy or upset. My first time seeing you so obsessed with a girl, with an heart-breaking outcome. I hope you'll stand strong no matter what (:

And I'm still obsessed with Jasper Leong. I am so so so obsessed with you.
Even if there's only one spark of hope, I will cling to that spark. Hoping that it'll bring me to the ending we've dream of. But still I can't help to feel alone. What makes me believe, and make me really wanted to carry on? I guess it's the love that we shared that is giving me strength to carry on with my life now. Though there's some difficulties, I'll still try my best to keep this love alive. I'm so afraid to lose this love someday ahead. I really do. And I'm afraid you'll forget me.


Who'll understand the fear that I feared?

20 Weeks 1 Day

19 Weeks 1 Days.

I Miss Dearest Alot.

Too much of work makes me feel so alone and lost touch of communication with gfs. ):

Oh Jasper dearest, how are you doing tonight? Did you know the night sky is crying tonight?

I still love you so.

One day just passed so easily. But to think of 2 years, it makes me feel time is going way too slow.

19 Weeks 1 Days.

18 Weeks 3 Days.

Uploaded the picture taken on Yi Zhen's wedding dinner (:

Top: Hui Shan, Yi Zhen, Cui Wen. Bottom: Xiu Juan & Me.

Juan Leen Zhen

Celine, Juan, Me & Zhen

The "table" photo.

I SWEAR I'M GONNA GO FOR A STRONG DIET TO SLIM DOWN. D:

I'm getting fatter and fatter. omfgzxzxzx I look like a Ba Zhang. -.-!

Dearest, I am waiting. Even if I have to waste 2 years of my youth.

I'm waiting for you to show me what you've promised.

Muacks;ily

18 Weeks 3 Days.

18 Weeks 2 Days

i miss my love ):

gahhh. Leen's working now and was late for 6 minutes.

This month I took 2 off-days. Hahaha! Chiong only.

Ades aka Thomas, get well eh botak! =X

Recently, got the trend of shaving botak for guys urh? That day went to trim my hair, hearing a school boy wanted to shave ball-head. And Now my brother also shave botak. And even my dearest Ah Gu Uncle also botak head! Shall upload some picture later in the night when I get home!

-Solidify-<3

18 Weeks 2 Days

17 Weeks, 2 Days

aloha :x

ps~ boh time blog leh.

last erm.. Saturday Rodney and Jian Jie came over to look for me! Thanks lah Bro! We actually wanted to have supper near-by my house so we took bus 195 over to my area. Then I realised there's no more shop open-ed at that time already. So we went Lau Pa Sat instead. Eat the Zhu Chao and Satay. Glutton please. So much of food, but still 3 of us manage to finish everything!
After that they send me home and slacked under my block! Chit Chat! Went over to the vending machine for drinks, then I chua sai. Something came out from the back of that machine and mew-ed to me! And yes its a very cute little kitten! I went up and get some food soaked in luke-warm water and brought a bottle of fresh-water with me for that little kitty. Its was real hungry.

Didn't sleep as by the time I went up, it was already close to 6am. And I went off to work at 7.30am. After work, went out and meet Mao♥~ Woots right? I strong ok. Boh sleep enough still can pa pa chao(Any how run)!

Soon, it'll be 20th!

Meow!

Food o_o

Tmd bro, I listen to you swee boh? But I say 1st, one more time this thing happen. I give her cui. 10 years already. Still want to qi gek me. Cb. Ah Lian? Very Eh Sai? Lai loh. Try me. I Huan Loh her 2 brother where one. CB. Knn, I never wear shirt means I buey Zai? Want say I hum ji? Eh at least use 0.01% of your freaking brain PLEASE. I got ji, I no need lai ang! Wanna talk about GUTS? You're not even anywhere near me. Tell you lah, to me you're just a single hair. Knn, pls loh, you no guts until bwg. Can't even own up for your own mistakes <-- Is this what you called ''GUTS''? Fight involved and get caught/ppl come, you deny you nv do anything, you just stand there see, all I fight one. <-- Is this what you called ''ZAI''? 2 words, LAN JIAO! PISSED OFF!

As If I care, you and your bro or you what so ever where one. My advise lah -> Don't xia suay. Call ppl come~ I one person stand there fight you all. LAI LOH! Win Lose I also don't care. 7 words for you lah, AI LI WU JI! KAN KAN LAI!. Limbu wu ji kia zai zai! Lai qi kua mai! (Although I know, both u and me boh ji!)

Pan Ying Wen simi lai eh! Limbu say "Ji Tiao Mo!'' Not happy? So PS. I SIBEI HAPPY!

♥

17 Weeks, 2 Days

16 Weeks 2 Days

I'm here to share the joy of my beloved sis Zhen's love story (:

Yi Zhen & Jason

I guess it is right that, 女人穿上婚纱的那一天是她一生最美丽的一天。而她最美丽的一生就交给了她心爱的人。

所以，男人们要好好爱护你的老婆啦！

Zhen~ 你为爱情长跑付出的努力终于开花结果了！好幸福哦！

Can't wait till 20th :x, Zhen's wedding dinner! I want to wear wedding gown also :O LOL!

I miss dear.
♥
16 Weeks 2 Days

15 Weeks 4 Days

I cut my thumb accidentally today by a scissors. After appr. 5 mins of stopping the bleed by using tissue paper it still bleeds. -.- Now its okay le. My Poor Thumb ):

YJ ;D

:x

♥

Back from work! And I'm sleepyyyyy *Oinks*

15 Weeks 4 Days

15 Weeks 3 Days

I look old and haggard.
♥

Sis, ♥

Milk Tea is my ♥

Met up with sis on tues.

Went for dinner and desserts at Ah Chew's.

After that home sweet home.

Leen's tired today. Shall not rant much.

Nights!

15 Weeks 3 Days

In memory of Michael Jackson

In memory of Michael Jackson, The King of Pop.

Personally, I was shocked when I learn about his death.
I honestly loves the way he dance. And most of all, I love the song You Are Not Alone from the album of HIStory.



R.I.P



I uploaded this very song that I love since a lot of years back. Do Enjoy!



You Are Not Alone By Michael Jackson



Another day has gone
I'm still all alone
How could this be
You're not here with me
You never said goodbye
Someone tell me why
Did you have to go
And leave my world so cold


Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away
Something whispers in my ear and says
That you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay
But you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
But you are not alone


'Lone, 'lone
Why, 'lone


Just the other night
I thought I heard you cry
Asking me to come
And hold you in my arms
I can hear your prayers
Your burdens I will bear
But first I need your hand
Then forever can begin


Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away
Something whispers in my ear and says
That you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay
For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
For you are not alone
Ooh'


Whisper three words and
I'll come runnin'
Fly
And girl you know that I'll be there
I'll be there
You are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay
For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
For you are not alone (You are not alone)
For I am here with you (I am here with you)
Though you're far away (Though you're far away)
I am here to stay (And you with me)
For you are not alone (You're always, in my heart')
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
For you are not alone...


Not alone
You are not alone, you are not alone...
You just reach for me girl
In the morning in the evening
Not alone, not alone
And you with me, not alone

14 Weeks 5 Days.

Lets catch up soon sis!


Weee~ I changed my blogskins. LOL, Steph tempted me to change :x LOL!
I hope I can meet up with Juan on Tues ): Can I take a off or work Morning Shift?
LAUGHS. If I'm able to get off on the 30th, then I'm well prepare to work all the way to 20th of July!

It's raining outside.

The sound of the rain brings me feelings of despair.
Felt so alone.

Dearest are you missing me as well?

♥

14 Weeks 5 Days.

14 Weeks 4 Days

I'll be waiting for you♥ I love you. (:

I guess I shall not take off! Zhen's wedding is coming real soon. And I'm wondering when can I get marry. LOL. *Dear, when you want a baby huh? :x* LOL! I didn't mean anything else okay! :x

Today, I saw a mad women at the bus stop.

Right infront of my shop, she scolded then other women like this:

Mad Women: You bitch! You think you very pretty ah!!!? Go and look in the mirror and see lah!

You ugly bitch!! Don't say me ugly, cause you're also ugly! Bitch!

Women: *ignores* and Kept Quiet.

Mad Women: You mother also bitch! Positute! Talk to you boyfriend about me?! You also ugly what! BITCH!! Har you and your mother the same! Ugly bitch!! Positute!

Women: Kept Quiet and took her phone out.

Mad Women: You think you got phone I don't have? *Take out her phone frm pocket* SEE! I also got phone!! You Bitch! *Stretching out her hand and phone in palm infront of the women's face* Call police ah? Call lah! Complain lah! Later I stuff my phone in your mouth!! Bitch Positute! Your mother positute!

Women: *Keeps her phone in her bag*

Mad Women: *PUI* Spits at the women's head. Your mother positute. Bitch! So ugly! You're a ugly bitch *Walk off*

Women: *Turns her head around and stare*

Mad Women: Walk off and continued her blahh-ing of ugly bitch and positute.

Moments later, mad women pacing from one end to the other. Still blahhh-ing abt ugly bitch positute.

I was stunt at first man. I was inside the shop topping up the cigarette when I heard the Mad women scolding loudly. I pity the women who got scolded over nothing. She was just chatting with her guy friend in the bus stop. And this Mad women assume that she had gossiped about her. I almost laughed at the moment when she spits at the poor lady. Damn, I'm a bad ass. I couldn't do anything back then. There's so many people at the bus-stop, but none helped her. I guess, better not to offend someone with a screw loosen in the head. And the Mad Women look really really mad. She has long grey hair, in a pony tail, sleeve-less top that has huge cutting at the armpit area exposing her bra openly and she looks like she hasn't bath for a good few months. Dirty hair, dirty shirt, dirty pants, dirty slippers and her dirty bra. -.-

Thank goodness, the one that she scold wasn't me. If it was me, I would have scold her back, and if she spits at me I'll spit double back at her. Then I'll use bottels of Dettol to disinfect myself. Who knows if she have brush her teeth anot. Digusting! And the way she scolds is really very very insulting. I mean if you want to scold somebody just scold that person but why must her scold that lady's mother? And calling her a positude.. That's a awful word to use. The Salute to that women who got scolded, she can really tolerate someone like this. Maybe I should learn that from her.


Days has passed, and you'll never realise it was really fast.
Cherish and treasure your love ones before it is too late.
I had never cherish and treasure my family and my dearest much in the past.
Now I'm trying to cherish and treasure everyone more in my life.
The things that I've learn when I was with dearest is never little.
Trust me, I'll be waiting for you at all cost.


Leen's reporting to work earlier each day! Keep the good work up okay?! ^___^

And I miss dearest like crazy. ): ♥

14 Weeks 4 Days

14 weeks 1 days

I am and always, waiting.♥

Feel so tired.. vexed. gahhhhhhh

Something's missing in my life. So many things are missing..

...SIGH...

A chat with Jian Jie, triggle something in me.

JJ: Hey Leen how're you doing?

Me: Okay Okay loh.

JJ: Now then replyyyyyy me.

Me: Ps I working mah. Now dismiss alrdy

JJ: Never mind la, tmr then text you. Going to accompany my gf. She's at hospital

Me: Huh? Why at hospital?

JJ: She got high fever loh. She fainted while at work. Then I faster send her to hospital. Scare me sia.

Me: Then now how already? Why will faint?

JJ: She now okay le. Cause she never have enough rest due to her work.

Me: Whats her temp?

JJ: Her temp 43. something lei. Today then drop temp only. Then I take off go accompany her.

Me: Means now you're at the Hospital??

JJ: Ya I'm accompanying her in the hospital now.

Me: Huh?! So late already. At which hospital? (Time is 11.38pm)

JJ: SGH loh. No need to worry about me lah.

Me: Then you are going to stay there the whole night in the ward? What about your mum?

JJ: I told my mum le. She also told me to accompany her. Gf's mum put her in the private ward so other ppl is there, so I can sleep beside her bed.

Me: Wah, take care of her loh. Wish her recover soon.

JJ: Np. Can take care of my gf is a happy thing. Next time I will take care of you all also when you all fall sick (You all = Me, Juan, Zhen and others)

Me: LOL. But I rather die then to get sick.

JJ: Hey don't say die leh. You die, your BF suffer more then you leh.

Me: I die already he can find someone better mah....

JJ: Don't think this way lah.

Me: Really mar. I so lousy, outside still got so many better girls mar...

JJ: Don't like that think la. Ah Leen ah, Don't think that way okay?

Me: Ok Ok. Don't think already lah.

I'm always talking things that'll hurt my bf. ~___~
Sorry, dear again. D:

I love you ♥

14 Weeks 1 Day

I'll be waiting for you.

I'll be waiting for you.

Why is it so hard for the time to pass in the wee hours of everyday?

Whenever it reaches this time of everyday, my heart aches. Then a feeling of missing someone so miserable, so unbearable. So despair. Sometimes I can't help but staring at the things that brings back so many memories, the warmness of the tears reminding me you're the one I'm missing so much. There's nothing I can do other then missing you, reminiscence everything that you do. When there's "Withheld" call, I thought it was you for a sec.. I've almost forgotten.

I kept imagine you're here.

For once I thought I went crazy. But nope I'm not, I'm just missing you too much.

And I'm crazy over you.


♥

13 Weeks.

Aloha! :x

I've changed my job already. No more selling pillows. Working in a Bus-Stop Kiosk as a cashier hahaha! No more scoldings by aunties over nothing already~ Weeee~

And My dearest Yi Zhen is getting marry next month! Everyone's getting marry eh. Next week is my cousin who is younger then me getting marry and next month is Yi Zhen's. Now I want to get marry also lah! Hahaha! Wait for me leh I don't want to be the last one to get marry! Juan, when's your turn huh? :X arbo We both get married at the same time lah! Then no people will be the last lah! LOL see Zhen getting marry I also happy like siao.

*Bao Bei Lao Gong, I miss you alot. I love you alot. (:

Don't forget the things you've said ya. Muacks ♥*

12 Weeks 2 Days

waiting <3

Will be waiting for you my dearest.

You know I can't turn my heart away from you.

So baby I will wait for you.

Living in the history to feel the future.

"Deng wo, wo qu ni."

"Wo deng ni, wo ai ni"

"I love you, muacks."

"I love you too, muacks."

Will always remember, for once I've tasted the sweetness in all these bitterness.

Looking back from yesterday, all the moments we've created still means so much to me.

A smile from your face, a smile from my face created the days we've been through.

A drop of tear from your eye, a drop of tear from my eye make our river of love go alive.

When your hand reached out for my hand, we'll walk through all difficulties.

When your heart reached out to my heart, we know for sure we're meant for each other.

Dearest, I'll never forget you.

11 Weeks 5 Days.

Happy 1 Year Anni.

Happy 1 year anniversary dearest.♥

You've forgotten about me.
Have Been Waiting since then...

Am I just nothing to you? Guess, I'm not so important after all..

Why does the emptiness in the night brings a feeling of despair?

speechless.

When can I smile in reality instead of faking the smiles each day?

I wonder, where do I stand in the place of your heart.

Finally get to off already. Hahas! Working in Raffles City is way too much slacking then Center Point and Takashimaya! Maybe because the Card Day just ended hmm but still it was way too slack. Well I like it though =x LOL

Saturday working in Center Point ~__~ sure to get scolding from that Dolly auntie super bias kns. She'll go "Think what I pay her $50 per day just to let her stand there only? Like that I might as well stand there myself!" eh fuck you understand. It doesn't matter if I serve or don't serve customers okay. CAUSE no matter I serve or don't you will still say that same stupid thing over and over again to so many people! FUCK YOU!

What do you expect when the customers is actually Indulgence Jenny's? Ask me to serve its just like asking me to cut her sales directly infront of her. Dam you old hag! _l_ Don't ASK me to find trouble okay. You hate Indulgence promoter thats YOUR Fucking Problem. Don't make your problem my problem. Get it? Old Maid. Lucky enough not all Aunties Are Like YOU. They're much more nicer, better and understanding then YOU!

Aunty Wee is that mirror in the storeroom yours? =X
Storeroom

Cuts.

And Cuts...

And Cuts again..

My New Found Love!