Quite a few things happened this few days. I should be glad that some of it is over.
After hearing advise from dear, i had realise that i am seriously roaming around aimlessly.
After that had happened, i have begin to learn. I can't carry on behaving this way.

For the sake of myself, my future, my family and the most important one in my life, my dear.
I have to change for the better. I know actions speak louder than words. For the sake of Trust,
for the sake of everything i need in my life. I need a change. I, myself know this for so long and
why am i still behaving this way? I NEED A CHANGE.

I seriously hope that you will not give up on me, and i hope you can guide my throughout.
I need to change!