sigh.

说不出的伤心，才是真正的伤心。

说不出爱你的原因，是因为我真的爱你。

爱一个人不需要原因。伤害一个人必有原因。

要爱一个人要先学会去爱自己。

说不出口的感受，我自己明白。

不过我希望你能比他人还明白我的感受。

你的心还在吗？

如果心以不在，我还是希望你能辛福快乐。

Take it as I'm uttering rubbish.

You won't know what I am feeling now.

But I still love you like before.

My heart is almost dead.

Feel so lost and empty without you.

JLJJ♥

11 Weeks 1 Day

workingggg

Out of sudden I miss the 1st song playing in my music player.. I used to listen to it for the past few months and tears will filled my eyes whenever I think of you. I hope you still do love me like before, and miss me like before.

Nevertheless, I'm waiting for you. JLJJ♥

Today's my last day working in Taka LOL. Hate die those Balmain promoters. Look what they do. Use their box to block the view of my products. Kns loh. Still want to cut my sales. Block passage way somemore. NB, got one promoter wear spec de nbcb de, call Alvin behaves and talks like a Gay. Niang Niang Chiang can. Promote his products to my customers, customers don't want his pillows he faster take Co`zy's pillow and promote. Don't know any how tell customer that my pillow can't be washed if not will have a foul smell. NB. Still got the guts to ask me loudly infront of my customers "Are your pillows washable???" I replied him "WHAT DO YOU THINK??!!" End up lucky enough the customer bought my pillow. __ him, if my customer return the pillow I'm gonna fuck him upside-down. CB Ah Gua see liao also dulan. Then I so Pissed lah nb. Elsie still say, yes fierce abit more fierce abit more. LMAO.

CB Balmain, tell you all don't ever go buy their pillows, made in China still lie to customer said its made in Paris wtf. Please loh, their "Extra Firm Pillow 1700gms" is even softer and lighter then my "Firm 1200gm" If really made in Paris, the price will only be $49 after discount for all Firm and Soft pillows meh? Somemore, if you ever tried to rub the pillow in a circle motion for ten times you can see the Fiber come out. Lousy quality loh.

I'm promoting Snowdown's pillow btw.

Today, I meet a super cute young Japanese girl. She is super duper CUTE!!

Met Juan Ytd though. ♥

See Block my Product NB __

Juan made for me de! Mango Orange Freeze with Pearls.
Oops! =X
The Cute Little Japanese Girl! Showing me her bag.

When She Saw Elsie =X LOL

10 Weeks 6 Days

I just totally don't understand why such people like Pan Ying Wen exist.
Being such a loser? Jealous that I can still keep in contact with more sec sch friends or what?
Needa call Joker and tell him stuffs about me? Oh dam, Look into the mirror at yourself before trying to badmouth me. And of course I am very sure, humans have eyes and ears. And they of course have a heart to judge for themselves.

Your comments is not required.

Pan Ying Wen, the Slut.

10 Weeks.

Replies to Tags

25 May 09, 10:02 AM
Passerby: i thought u n ying wen was very close in sec school?
Leen: Close physically. Well she's not worth as a friend. Can say I was BLIND back then Lmao. Who are You By The Way?

25 May 09, 09:14 AM
ades: happy belated birthday
Leen: Thanks Ades! ;D

22 May 09, 04:07 PM
-Ting: Darling..what happened? i tried calling ur phone.But its no longer available.. ): we're gonna lost contact just like that ar? DDD: ..-emo- ..pls take loads of care.. misses u happy belated bday♥
Leen: Darling!♥ Don't worry! I'm fineeee, my phone is working already! Hugs!♥

22 May 09, 12:03 AM
Yizhen: i wan to cry le la.... T.T do i really look like 11 yrs old? o.O
Leen: LOL! Nope you don't look like 11 years old! Don't cry♥ TC Hugs!

21 May 09, 07:21 PM
Qing: happy birthday to you , happy birthday to you , happy birthday to leen ~ happy birthday to you ~~~~~
Leen: Thanks Qing! So sweet of you! Muacks =x ♥

Added 2 new songs in my player :) Big Bang - Lie and Epik High - One. Enjoy people :x Although audit have lah lol!

Had been thinking lots of things. Please don't let it happen. I'm afraid my heart might just died like that.

You know, I love you. I really Do. JLJJ, you're the only one. ildy ♥

10 Weeks

20 years of life..

Heya peepos! ;)

Can't update much due do my works. I'm planning to go back to school next year :D Well I hadn't forgotten what I had promised my dearest.. Oh well I did enjoy my 20th Birthday :D but it could be better if dearest is able to celebrate with me... Nevertheless, thanks my babes! Thank you both so much! Weather is so bad this few days.. Rain and Shine D:!

Raining~

Shining~
Raining.. And Raining again.

Yay, I'm one year older ~_~

Thanks babes for my birthday! :D ♥

When I arrived at Juan's mom's house~

Happy Bday to you, Happy Bday to you...

She is real tired..

My Miss White!

Juan's Mom ;) ♥

Hahaha.. Sheng taking picture.

I WISH, I WISH.. I WISH YOU WERE HERE WITH ME.

Cut Cut..

Their know I love chocolate so do you! :p

Removing the wax from the candle..

He said " Mdm ZHU!"

One of my lame pose. :x

The combination of my two lame pose :x

Hor Hor! Don't make me Jealous okay!

Don't care, I kaypo in :xxx

Birthday card! Me to You, Tatty Bear ♥

I'm still wearing the necklace till now. ♥

Open present, Open!!

Huh? Wah this one is what I wanted long ago!

Psssst~~ Spray Spray! :x

Leen: Why nothing come out one? Juan: -.- new one mar -.-

*Maybe I should get this too hmmm..*

Perfume Karen Mok by Karen Mok.

Aiya, wait 1st. Let me finish the cake!

Tell you I got no other pose already :p

I Know. I look fat.

Faster Faster hungry leh!

Food finally! Ka Do Jian, My ♥♥

Suay? Raining loh.

Going to 3am alrdy..

Juan♥

Zhen♥

♥

♥

*If you miss me, you could have sent me a letter.. But there's none. Why? Did you know I'm so broken-hearted?*

*I really do love you. And I do miss you.♥*

-9 Weeks, 1 Day-