Something whisper in my ears and said

"You are not alone."


And I think true enough that I am not the only one who think and feel that way.
As long as I want to help myself, I can get over it. I'm glad that I have friends to guide me, giving me moral supports that I've never feel anyone care for me like this anyway before. I don't know how long I need to fully get rid of this. Of course I hope I can kick that out of my life. And please, I'm not crazy I do not need a doctor.

And to that someone oh well YM, please DON'T TALK TO ME anything about patching back or the past or blah blah blah.
I'm not interested at all. Not even a bit.
Don't remind me how disgusting you are. I will never ever end up together with someone like you ever again. And I swear I shall declare what you done in the past.

This time round I will surely Open My Fucking Eyes Big Enough to see before I choose. You guys give L.O.V.E a bad name. Liars, bastards, betrayer and hey even my lovey boy Shiko is more loyal and honest than you guys. Please be ashamed now.

Saturday's night fever

Rebel with babes Stephy and Jiaxin yesterday night. It was super crowded and humid. Still it was a great night! <3>:{
Left at about 3am plus.

This morning, its my dad's 1 yr death anni.
Monk came over to chant prayers and combined my ancestors with his. Time really fly. I've converted to a full-timer working for PK's dad.

I hope I can do my best.! :}

I ain't stupid.

I maybe silly, foolish or dumb.
But I am not Stupid.
So don't talk to me like I am stupid.

And I will not be so dumb to fall in your trap again.
I will not dwell on or cling to the thoughts I've once wished and hope (all about you).
No matter what, I will still brace myself up and keep going strong even without you or even if I can't.
And its not like I can't live without you (like Mariah Carey's Without You), just that at the point of time I'm too dumb to put too much hope in that kind of relationship which is unrealistic.

You're such as wimp by the way, you know you can't hide the lies from me anymore.
You leave too much leakages to your lies, wimp.

Living off the earnings of a women.
That's the reason why you don't have to work.
All you need is just your voice and photos of a stranger.
Sucking their lives away. Gigolo.

And got your family to help you to play their roles.
I bet whole of your family are swindlers.

Anyway, your retributions will come sweeping in the way.
In the end, you're the one left with nothing but a bad name.

so intoxicating

DOPE.

POISON.

When can you come to mama again?

:(

Trust?

Awaiting for 2011 February &
November.

Our Leap Years x]

There's so many things I wanna do with you
for my whole life.

There's so many dreams I wanna achieve with
you.

I want you be my guardian angel to witness
& share my happiness when I achieve my dreams.

I trust you, like how you trust
me.

Trust? This is the biggest JOKE.

A steel knife in my windpipe

"I can't tell you what it really is, I can only tell you what it feels like
And right now it's a steel knife in my windpipe
I can't breathe but I still fight while I can fight
As long as the wrong feels right it's like I'm in flight
High off her love, drunk from my hate, it's like I'm huffin' paint "

Baby don't you know.

So in love with this song!

Oh yea, I've done my 1st shave down on my precious Koko without knowing how to hold a clipper and without anyone teaching me. *Proud of myself* LOL.
Just shaved to maintain the schnauzer clip, his 1.5 inch long hair on his whole half body was gone.
He look so much better now.

Alright my bed time now :C