Trust?

Awaiting for 2011 February &
November.

Our Leap Years x]

There's so many things I wanna do with you
for my whole life.

There's so many dreams I wanna achieve with
you.

I want you be my guardian angel to witness
& share my happiness when I achieve my dreams.

I trust you, like how you trust
me.

Trust? This is the biggest JOKE.

A steel knife in my windpipe

"I can't tell you what it really is, I can only tell you what it feels like
And right now it's a steel knife in my windpipe
I can't breathe but I still fight while I can fight
As long as the wrong feels right it's like I'm in flight
High off her love, drunk from my hate, it's like I'm huffin' paint "

Baby don't you know.

So in love with this song!

Oh yea, I've done my 1st shave down on my precious Koko without knowing how to hold a clipper and without anyone teaching me. *Proud of myself* LOL.
Just shaved to maintain the schnauzer clip, his 1.5 inch long hair on his whole half body was gone.
He look so much better now.

Alright my bed time now :C

Busy with work & life.

I'm sooooooo tired.
Don't even have the time to blog.
How many more months I have to wait before I can enlist in the course?
Now this is my life. I don't yearn for a bf or a relationship, I'm too sick of it.
Just wanna achive what I want.

Living in this solitary way is Oh-so-Peaceful. (:

I don't care.

Note to those: Don't need to say anything on the web. If you want and got the guts, come straight at me. Face To Face. Don't say ''You want you come loh'' & etc. Coz, you are the one finding fault with me. If you really want to find fault with me don't bother to do it online in the web. Don't you think that is childish & time wasting? Coz I don't even care. Anyway, FYI I'm actually laughing your doings off my ass. You're such a amusing creature. :D

It will be a waste. Don't you think so?

Well, I'm very free today that explain why this post being created.

Now I ''See You No Up'' ^^v direct translation for you. x)

When I say Te Amor

How alone can it be?

My desktop sucks big time. The 3rd time it went dead, fix it for 2 times already. Have to buy a new one. Now I'm using my brother's lappy and no audition for me. DAMN.

Back home from Gigi's place yesterday night. And I hope she'll be fine when I'm not around with her. Have been staying over for quite sometimes now. Haha and I will be at her place frequently now.

Now that I'm old enough, but I still think I don't have any qualities of being an a adult.
I couldn't make choices for myself. I'm always asking for opinions. Tell me, what am I going to do? Now I'm walking this stage of life with different point of view in life.

I have a choice of what I can be in future, a Pet Groomer & a Enroll Nurse.
Both are my dreams, what I should do to choose between these two?
I can be a Pet Groom after I learn how to groom them and it takes not more then 2 years.
I can be a Nurse after I complete my studies in Maths & Nursing course it will take up more then 3 years. And now, to be independent early or later? Gahhh my brain's gonna explode.

You said you're afraid, I say I'm afraid too. When two hearts are racing for each another, but the minds with thoughts of these. Whose hearts wouldn't feel withdrawal? Despite the feeling of withdraw, I'm still think of you as much as before, and I still loves you. But being together back again hasn't cross my mind. Hurting you I'm also hurting myself in a way or two. We have no answer of how we can be in the future roads. When I say I love you, what your mind are thinking of? I wouldn't know.

I still have so much to fulfil for myself. Only till now, I learn how to love myself. And not just put all the love on the other half.
I wanna visit the doctor for my skin problem, for my fatty issues and a complete health check.
Kinda worried for my health...

All right going to accompany my sweetie pie Shiko now!

Te quiero; Te echo de menos

M'aimes-tu? Vous me manquez? - JLJJ.

How I wish I could have make the right choice.
How I wish I can make the time go back.
If I have one wish, I wish I never think about this decisions at all.
So that, you won't be in this state feeling all this stress.





Sorry my love, its all my fault.
I love you then and I still love you now.
I kept this in my heart so nobody could know it from the start.