In memory of Michael Jackson

In memory of Michael Jackson, The King of Pop.

Personally, I was shocked when I learn about his death.
I honestly loves the way he dance. And most of all, I love the song You Are Not Alone from the album of HIStory.



R.I.P



I uploaded this very song that I love since a lot of years back. Do Enjoy!



You Are Not Alone By Michael Jackson



Another day has gone
I'm still all alone
How could this be
You're not here with me
You never said goodbye
Someone tell me why
Did you have to go
And leave my world so cold


Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away
Something whispers in my ear and says
That you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay
But you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
But you are not alone


'Lone, 'lone
Why, 'lone


Just the other night
I thought I heard you cry
Asking me to come
And hold you in my arms
I can hear your prayers
Your burdens I will bear
But first I need your hand
Then forever can begin


Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away
Something whispers in my ear and says
That you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay
For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
For you are not alone
Ooh'


Whisper three words and
I'll come runnin'
Fly
And girl you know that I'll be there
I'll be there
You are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay
For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
For you are not alone (You are not alone)
For I am here with you (I am here with you)
Though you're far away (Though you're far away)
I am here to stay (And you with me)
For you are not alone (You're always, in my heart')
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
For you are not alone...


Not alone
You are not alone, you are not alone...
You just reach for me girl
In the morning in the evening
Not alone, not alone
And you with me, not alone

14 Weeks 5 Days.

Lets catch up soon sis!


Weee~ I changed my blogskins. LOL, Steph tempted me to change :x LOL!
I hope I can meet up with Juan on Tues ): Can I take a off or work Morning Shift?
LAUGHS. If I'm able to get off on the 30th, then I'm well prepare to work all the way to 20th of July!

It's raining outside.

The sound of the rain brings me feelings of despair.
Felt so alone.

Dearest are you missing me as well?

♥

14 Weeks 5 Days.

14 Weeks 4 Days

I'll be waiting for you♥ I love you. (:

I guess I shall not take off! Zhen's wedding is coming real soon. And I'm wondering when can I get marry. LOL. *Dear, when you want a baby huh? :x* LOL! I didn't mean anything else okay! :x

Today, I saw a mad women at the bus stop.

Right infront of my shop, she scolded then other women like this:

Mad Women: You bitch! You think you very pretty ah!!!? Go and look in the mirror and see lah!

You ugly bitch!! Don't say me ugly, cause you're also ugly! Bitch!

Women: *ignores* and Kept Quiet.

Mad Women: You mother also bitch! Positute! Talk to you boyfriend about me?! You also ugly what! BITCH!! Har you and your mother the same! Ugly bitch!! Positute!

Women: Kept Quiet and took her phone out.

Mad Women: You think you got phone I don't have? *Take out her phone frm pocket* SEE! I also got phone!! You Bitch! *Stretching out her hand and phone in palm infront of the women's face* Call police ah? Call lah! Complain lah! Later I stuff my phone in your mouth!! Bitch Positute! Your mother positute!

Women: *Keeps her phone in her bag*

Mad Women: *PUI* Spits at the women's head. Your mother positute. Bitch! So ugly! You're a ugly bitch *Walk off*

Women: *Turns her head around and stare*

Mad Women: Walk off and continued her blahh-ing of ugly bitch and positute.

Moments later, mad women pacing from one end to the other. Still blahhh-ing abt ugly bitch positute.

I was stunt at first man. I was inside the shop topping up the cigarette when I heard the Mad women scolding loudly. I pity the women who got scolded over nothing. She was just chatting with her guy friend in the bus stop. And this Mad women assume that she had gossiped about her. I almost laughed at the moment when she spits at the poor lady. Damn, I'm a bad ass. I couldn't do anything back then. There's so many people at the bus-stop, but none helped her. I guess, better not to offend someone with a screw loosen in the head. And the Mad Women look really really mad. She has long grey hair, in a pony tail, sleeve-less top that has huge cutting at the armpit area exposing her bra openly and she looks like she hasn't bath for a good few months. Dirty hair, dirty shirt, dirty pants, dirty slippers and her dirty bra. -.-

Thank goodness, the one that she scold wasn't me. If it was me, I would have scold her back, and if she spits at me I'll spit double back at her. Then I'll use bottels of Dettol to disinfect myself. Who knows if she have brush her teeth anot. Digusting! And the way she scolds is really very very insulting. I mean if you want to scold somebody just scold that person but why must her scold that lady's mother? And calling her a positude.. That's a awful word to use. The Salute to that women who got scolded, she can really tolerate someone like this. Maybe I should learn that from her.


Days has passed, and you'll never realise it was really fast.
Cherish and treasure your love ones before it is too late.
I had never cherish and treasure my family and my dearest much in the past.
Now I'm trying to cherish and treasure everyone more in my life.
The things that I've learn when I was with dearest is never little.
Trust me, I'll be waiting for you at all cost.


Leen's reporting to work earlier each day! Keep the good work up okay?! ^___^

And I miss dearest like crazy. ): ♥

14 Weeks 4 Days

14 weeks 1 days

I am and always, waiting.♥

Feel so tired.. vexed. gahhhhhhh

Something's missing in my life. So many things are missing..

...SIGH...

A chat with Jian Jie, triggle something in me.

JJ: Hey Leen how're you doing?

Me: Okay Okay loh.

JJ: Now then replyyyyyy me.

Me: Ps I working mah. Now dismiss alrdy

JJ: Never mind la, tmr then text you. Going to accompany my gf. She's at hospital

Me: Huh? Why at hospital?

JJ: She got high fever loh. She fainted while at work. Then I faster send her to hospital. Scare me sia.

Me: Then now how already? Why will faint?

JJ: She now okay le. Cause she never have enough rest due to her work.

Me: Whats her temp?

JJ: Her temp 43. something lei. Today then drop temp only. Then I take off go accompany her.

Me: Means now you're at the Hospital??

JJ: Ya I'm accompanying her in the hospital now.

Me: Huh?! So late already. At which hospital? (Time is 11.38pm)

JJ: SGH loh. No need to worry about me lah.

Me: Then you are going to stay there the whole night in the ward? What about your mum?

JJ: I told my mum le. She also told me to accompany her. Gf's mum put her in the private ward so other ppl is there, so I can sleep beside her bed.

Me: Wah, take care of her loh. Wish her recover soon.

JJ: Np. Can take care of my gf is a happy thing. Next time I will take care of you all also when you all fall sick (You all = Me, Juan, Zhen and others)

Me: LOL. But I rather die then to get sick.

JJ: Hey don't say die leh. You die, your BF suffer more then you leh.

Me: I die already he can find someone better mah....

JJ: Don't think this way lah.

Me: Really mar. I so lousy, outside still got so many better girls mar...

JJ: Don't like that think la. Ah Leen ah, Don't think that way okay?

Me: Ok Ok. Don't think already lah.

I'm always talking things that'll hurt my bf. ~___~
Sorry, dear again. D:

I love you ♥

14 Weeks 1 Day

I'll be waiting for you.

I'll be waiting for you.

Why is it so hard for the time to pass in the wee hours of everyday?

Whenever it reaches this time of everyday, my heart aches. Then a feeling of missing someone so miserable, so unbearable. So despair. Sometimes I can't help but staring at the things that brings back so many memories, the warmness of the tears reminding me you're the one I'm missing so much. There's nothing I can do other then missing you, reminiscence everything that you do. When there's "Withheld" call, I thought it was you for a sec.. I've almost forgotten.

I kept imagine you're here.

For once I thought I went crazy. But nope I'm not, I'm just missing you too much.

And I'm crazy over you.


♥

13 Weeks.

Aloha! :x

I've changed my job already. No more selling pillows. Working in a Bus-Stop Kiosk as a cashier hahaha! No more scoldings by aunties over nothing already~ Weeee~

And My dearest Yi Zhen is getting marry next month! Everyone's getting marry eh. Next week is my cousin who is younger then me getting marry and next month is Yi Zhen's. Now I want to get marry also lah! Hahaha! Wait for me leh I don't want to be the last one to get marry! Juan, when's your turn huh? :X arbo We both get married at the same time lah! Then no people will be the last lah! LOL see Zhen getting marry I also happy like siao.

*Bao Bei Lao Gong, I miss you alot. I love you alot. (:

Don't forget the things you've said ya. Muacks ♥*

12 Weeks 2 Days

waiting <3

Will be waiting for you my dearest.

You know I can't turn my heart away from you.

So baby I will wait for you.

Living in the history to feel the future.

"Deng wo, wo qu ni."

"Wo deng ni, wo ai ni"

"I love you, muacks."

"I love you too, muacks."

Will always remember, for once I've tasted the sweetness in all these bitterness.

Looking back from yesterday, all the moments we've created still means so much to me.

A smile from your face, a smile from my face created the days we've been through.

A drop of tear from your eye, a drop of tear from my eye make our river of love go alive.

When your hand reached out for my hand, we'll walk through all difficulties.

When your heart reached out to my heart, we know for sure we're meant for each other.

Dearest, I'll never forget you.

11 Weeks 5 Days.

Happy 1 Year Anni.

Happy 1 year anniversary dearest.♥

You've forgotten about me.
Have Been Waiting since then...

Am I just nothing to you? Guess, I'm not so important after all..

Why does the emptiness in the night brings a feeling of despair?

speechless.

When can I smile in reality instead of faking the smiles each day?

I wonder, where do I stand in the place of your heart.

Finally get to off already. Hahas! Working in Raffles City is way too much slacking then Center Point and Takashimaya! Maybe because the Card Day just ended hmm but still it was way too slack. Well I like it though =x LOL

Saturday working in Center Point ~__~ sure to get scolding from that Dolly auntie super bias kns. She'll go "Think what I pay her $50 per day just to let her stand there only? Like that I might as well stand there myself!" eh fuck you understand. It doesn't matter if I serve or don't serve customers okay. CAUSE no matter I serve or don't you will still say that same stupid thing over and over again to so many people! FUCK YOU!

What do you expect when the customers is actually Indulgence Jenny's? Ask me to serve its just like asking me to cut her sales directly infront of her. Dam you old hag! _l_ Don't ASK me to find trouble okay. You hate Indulgence promoter thats YOUR Fucking Problem. Don't make your problem my problem. Get it? Old Maid. Lucky enough not all Aunties Are Like YOU. They're much more nicer, better and understanding then YOU!

Aunty Wee is that mirror in the storeroom yours? =X
Storeroom

Cuts.

And Cuts...

And Cuts again..

My New Found Love!

sigh.

说不出的伤心，才是真正的伤心。

说不出爱你的原因，是因为我真的爱你。

爱一个人不需要原因。伤害一个人必有原因。

要爱一个人要先学会去爱自己。

说不出口的感受，我自己明白。

不过我希望你能比他人还明白我的感受。

你的心还在吗？

如果心以不在，我还是希望你能辛福快乐。

Take it as I'm uttering rubbish.

You won't know what I am feeling now.

But I still love you like before.

My heart is almost dead.

Feel so lost and empty without you.

JLJJ♥

11 Weeks 1 Day

workingggg

Out of sudden I miss the 1st song playing in my music player.. I used to listen to it for the past few months and tears will filled my eyes whenever I think of you. I hope you still do love me like before, and miss me like before.

Nevertheless, I'm waiting for you. JLJJ♥

Today's my last day working in Taka LOL. Hate die those Balmain promoters. Look what they do. Use their box to block the view of my products. Kns loh. Still want to cut my sales. Block passage way somemore. NB, got one promoter wear spec de nbcb de, call Alvin behaves and talks like a Gay. Niang Niang Chiang can. Promote his products to my customers, customers don't want his pillows he faster take Co`zy's pillow and promote. Don't know any how tell customer that my pillow can't be washed if not will have a foul smell. NB. Still got the guts to ask me loudly infront of my customers "Are your pillows washable???" I replied him "WHAT DO YOU THINK??!!" End up lucky enough the customer bought my pillow. __ him, if my customer return the pillow I'm gonna fuck him upside-down. CB Ah Gua see liao also dulan. Then I so Pissed lah nb. Elsie still say, yes fierce abit more fierce abit more. LMAO.

CB Balmain, tell you all don't ever go buy their pillows, made in China still lie to customer said its made in Paris wtf. Please loh, their "Extra Firm Pillow 1700gms" is even softer and lighter then my "Firm 1200gm" If really made in Paris, the price will only be $49 after discount for all Firm and Soft pillows meh? Somemore, if you ever tried to rub the pillow in a circle motion for ten times you can see the Fiber come out. Lousy quality loh.

I'm promoting Snowdown's pillow btw.

Today, I meet a super cute young Japanese girl. She is super duper CUTE!!

Met Juan Ytd though. ♥

See Block my Product NB __

Juan made for me de! Mango Orange Freeze with Pearls.
Oops! =X
The Cute Little Japanese Girl! Showing me her bag.

When She Saw Elsie =X LOL

10 Weeks 6 Days