Talked to dear ytd =X
And talked till he doze-off ;D
What to say? :D
Love him to bits!

Bao Bei~ I Love You! And I Miss You Much-o!

Baby, I am missing you..

Baby, I am missing you..

Baby, I am missing you..

Baby, I am missing you..

Baby, I am missing you..

Baby, I am missing you..
Baby, I am missing you..
Baby, I am missing you..
Baby, I am missing you..
Baby, I am missing you..

Baby, I am missing you..
Baby, I am missing you..
Baby, I am missing you..
Baby, I am missing you..
Baby, I am missing you..

Baby, I am missing you..
Baby, I am missing you..
Baby, I am missing you..
Baby, I am missing you..
Baby, I am missing you..

Baby, I am missing you..
Baby, I am missing you..
Baby, I am missing you..
Baby, I am missing you..
Baby, I am missing you..

Baby, I am missing you..
Baby, I am missing you..
Baby, I am missing you..
Baby, I am missing you..
Baby, I am missing you..

Baby, I Miss You ):



no news from you since the day before... sighs.

Oh manzxzx, Leen is really becoming a OBASAN liao le loh.
Everyday doing household chores. Practicing to be a future housewife le =X
I am count down-ing to my 2 very very very special dates. Can't wait till then lah~~
等不急啦！

不知不觉，已近快要六个月了。虽然这些月来，并非好过。 但也充足的过了。
那一些阻碍我们两也一起度过了。我也知道未来的日子也会有许多的阻碍，但
我很肯定我们也能一起熬过的。对吗? 就让我牵着你的手一起走过那些风风雨雨吧。
不管有多难熬，我会在你身边陪伴你。。跟随你。 这是我对你的诺言。
虽然我也曾经伤害过你，但你还是依旧的无条件爱着我。令我感到很幸福，很快了。
那一些你为我做的点点滴滴都让我很感动也很感激。你曾经说过给你一些时间，你
会很努力的为我建立一个属于我们的家，充满了爱和温情的家。你知道那时我感动地流泪吗？
虽然这不是一个很了不起的梦想。但什么能胜过一个字“家”呢？也许有很多人会觉得我
也未必太容易满足了。但家也是很难建立起来的。 尤其是能和你相爱的人一起亲手建立起来。
就让我陪你度过那些喜怒哀乐和酸甜苦辣吧！^,....,^

*ahhemm* Yes, Leen is here to blog ;\ Where should I start from? ;x

Alright, hmm I met up with Zai Rong on the 20th at Suntec after my interview at Tower 2 :D its hella long since we last meet up. And I am looking forward to meet up with XIU JUAN! Eh sis u reading this bo? Ah si wu, off-day call me go out leh. Sieh ku bo meet liao la! Ki lim kopi also good :X MISS YOU LAH SIS!

*Prays to get a job real soon!*

Last but not least, I miss my dear to the core :\ *Heartache*

my blog kena locked.. Jeez

kinda busy.


Leen L>Jobs :\

Bad things happen after one another.
Is driving me into a corner, driving me crazy soon.
How am I going to stop all this.

S-T-O-P--A-L-L--T-H-E-S-E--S-H-I-T-S

An old song that I love

I Don't Wanna Know

Somebody said they saw you
The person you were kissing wasn't me
And I would never ask you
I just kept it to myself

(Chorus:)
I don't want to know
If you're playin' me
Keep it on the low
Cuz my heart cant take it anymore
And if you're playin' now
Please don't let it show
Oooh baby, I don't want to know
I think about it when I hold you
And lookin' in your eyes
I can't believe I don't need to know the truth
Baby, keep it to yourself


(Chorus:)
I don't want to know
If you're playin' me
Keep it on the low
Cuz my heart cant take it anymore
And if you're playin' now
Please don't let it show
Oooh baby, I don't want to know
Thought you're better then me
Watched you fall asleep
Say you walk away
Don't talk to me
Ooh don't tell me
Better off that way
All that I can say
Stay away from me


I don't even know where your
Whereabouts are how you movin
I know when you in the house
When you cruisin'
This is provin'
My love you abusin'
I cant understand how a man
Got you choosin
Undecided I came and provided
My undivided
You came and denied it
Don't even try it I know when you lyin'
Don't even do that
I know why you cryin'
Im not applyin' no pressure
Just want to let you know
That I don't wan to let you go
And I don't want to let you leave
Cant say I didn't let you breath
Gave you extra cheese
Put you in the SUV
You wanted ice
So I made you freeze
Made you hot
Like the western beats
Last time you invest in me
Cuz if not then its best you leave
holla


(Chorus:)
I don't want to know
If you're playin' me
Keep it on the low
Cuz my heart cant take it anymore
And if you're playin' now
Please don't let it show
Oooh baby, I don't want to know
If you're playin' me
Keep it on the low
Cuz my heart cant take it anymore
And if you're playin' now
Please don't let it show
Oooh baby, I don't want to know
If you're playin' me
Keep it on the low
Cuz my heart cant take it anymore
And if you're playin' now
Please don't let it show
Oooh baby, I don't want to know

--------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Something to relax myself....

You Would Be a Good Spouse 70% of the Time

You have what it takes to be an amazing wife or husband. You are caring, patient, giving, and romantic. You are willing to work for a marriage. More than anything, you're not about to let your ego ruin a relationship. You are humble and unselfish. And that's the key to being a good spouse.

Your Mood is a 0

You're having the worst mood ever, and possibly the worst day ever. Hopefully things will be looking up for you soon.

Your Depression Level: 72%

You seem to have moderate depression. Your symptoms are bad enough that they're effecting your everyday life. You would benefit greatly from professional help.

Your Personality is Somewhat Rare (ISFP)

Your personality type is caring, peaceful, artistic, and calm. Only about 7% of all people have your personality, including 8% of all women and 6% of all men You are Introverted, Sensing, Feeling, and Perceiving.

You Are Ready, Willing, and Able to Commit

You are not scared of commitment in the least. In fact, there's a good chance that you're already committed to someone you love. You are willing to give up a little freedom for relationship stability. And once you're in a relationship, you'll do almost anything to make things work.

This past few days was restless.
I had been thinking way too much... and can't get into sleep.
I somehow lose alot of confidence in myself.
I don't know what should I do. I must be very caution to prevent flaw.

Sighs~ All I want is to live peacefully.. am I asking too much?

I found out a awful secret.

A awfully bad s-e-c-r-e-t.

So awful that I'm afraid.

Can I pretend for that long?

You Are A Blue Girl

Relationships and feelings are the most important things to you. You are empathetic and accepting - and good at avoiding conflict. If someone close to you is in pain, it makes you hurt as well. You try to heal the ones you love with your kind and open heart.

Copied from my emails =X

Me:-

MAY: Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic. Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.


Bao Bei:-

DECEMBER: Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egotistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor. Logical.

The rest shall not say much =X cause he's MINE.


Yesterday talked to baby till we dozed off without hanging down the phone.. it was 8 hours of talk time when I woke up in the afternoon o__o


Life's filled with colours when you're by my side. Baby I will wait for you. Cause I need you in my life, no matter what I have to do I'll wait for you. Even if it takes the rest of my life. I love you. :)

Yesterday night I sleep at 5+ a.m and woke up around 6 + a.m. Coz its my great-grandma's death anniversary.
Was waiting for baby to call, but he's so tired that after his bath he went to sleep.
My dad do all the cookings. And I take away some food from the coffee shop at Holland.
After praying and stuffs, I send the lunch to my Ah Ma :)

Its been hella long since I last visited her. She was asking about my dear. LOL she is anxious about me having a bf and was concerning about me. And a funny thing that she told me was = *Ling ah, when are you getting marry? Better marry when you are around your 20(s). * Ah Ma was more kan chiong then me when it comes to getting married off =X Love my ah ma lah! And she's also asking when can I bring my dear to visit her, I told her when things are more settle down and when baby's free. She's happy to hear that loh. LOL!

After that went home and stayed in.

I'm still waiting for baby's call! Love you bao bei! <3

Alright..

Great....

Superb.......


Lalala.

Ya la.. I useless, Happy liao boh?
You think I care arh? Say Whatever shit you wanna say.

As long as I still have people who cares about me. For them I TOLERATE.
Don't ever come and step on my tail again. I don't promise, I will not do anything bad!

Not happy go and die loh, don't make your problem my problem.

Qu Si Bah!

Happy 5 months, My dear.

I love you! And You're mine!

Hope I can always be there for you. No matter what happen I'll be there.. For you.

A Short Post :D An Email ^__^

爱一人


如果你不爱一个人,
请放手.
好让别人有机会爱她.
如果你爱的人放弃了你,
请放开自己,
好让自己有机会爱别人.
有的东西你再喜欢也不会属于你的,
有的东西你再留恋也注定要放弃的.
人生中有许多种 .
但别让自己为一种伤害.
有些缘分是注定要失去的,
有些缘分是永远都不会有好结果的,
爱一个人不一定要拥有,
但拥有一个人就一定要好好的去爱她.
男人哭了是因为他真的爱了.
女人哭了是因为她真的放弃了.

如果真诚是一种伤害,
我选择谎言;
如果谎言是一种伤害,
我选择沉默;
如果沉默是一种伤害,
我选择离开.

如果失去是苦，
你怕不怕付出 ,
如果迷乱是苦，
你会不会选择结束,
如果追求是苦，
你会不会选择执迷不悟 ,
如果分离是苦，
你要向谁倾诉,
好多事情都是后来才看清楚,
好多事情当时一点也不觉得苦!!!!


***爱&缘分***
１.她無聊時陪她〃
２.她難過時安慰她〃
３.男生要主動點〃
４.多約女友出去〃
５.不能讓女友主動約〃
６.讓她每天都開心愉快〃
７.要好好對待女友〃
８.順從女友的意〃
９.不要讓她傷心難過〃
１０.當她被欺負要立刻去保護她〃
１１.不要隱瞞女友事情〃
１２.不能背叛女友〃


Bao Bei, I Love You.

This world is filled with all sorts of human beings.

There's afew type that is detest by me.
They are so abhor, loathe, abominate, execrate, despise...

Their doings makes me malevolent about everything.

And now I despised myself. And that they made me to do it.

How I wish I can just perish with them. And so we won't torment others.

Let my agonies reduced to dust.

You might just think that I am insane. To be honest, I am going to be.. just that its sooner or later.

I MISS YOU.

我想你。

blank.. my mind is blank, my heart is blank.. my soul is blank. What am I actually?
Falling off a cliff or almost falling? I want the answers.. I couldn't find any.. What I really wants?
What do I want to know? What? And why? True or false? Will you be there when I fall?
. . . Am I a object? ... aiya.. not i think too much lah.. aiya nobody will understand de la. Better
don't say too much. ....

Today was urh urhhhhh urhhhhhhhhh..

Thomas was on MC. Glad that Colin and David was around today. And queue number went up to 40. Luckily Colin and David was there, if not I and Christina will not know how to handle all these hirers/reliefs. And got my Pay cheque.. Cash cheque lai eh.. tmr must wake up early bank in sian 1/2 Saturday also cannot sleep gao gao.

After work got Department dinner, Recruiment Team and DROs. Actually was at Clark Quay but end up changed to Sakura at Clementi Woods. Buffet dinner, but too many ppl there lah Pai Seh to eat gao gao.. Choose some food and shared with Christina. Sushi lah..those what u call it urh.. those raw fish.. I eat until want to vomit ~__~ Love the cakes most loh.. Chocolate Truffle and Blackforest *yummy yummy* Too bad never take photos.. :\ and Christina and me go off 1st. She longban me in cab to Ave 2 de bus stop then I walk over to the other bus stop and took a bus home. While walking to the bus stop.. I walk through 408, 407, study corner... west coast court.. All the enjoyable moments in the past flash through my mind... The last picture that flashed and stayed.. was my dear. I realised I had been missing him non stop..

He's like.. a part of my life.. I don't know how to describe it.

Ahh~ just now went to Girl's blog and heard a song.. quite an old song...

"数不尽的泪 我又哭了好几回

幻化成蝶 停留在这片落叶

被风化的雪 埋藏在千年以前

我用尽一生的思念只为等著你出现

回忆渐渐凋谢落在我身边

唤不醒原来还跳动的画面

就让我留在轮回的边缘 等一道光线

看见某年某月我们之间 曾经说过的预言

就让他带走你的那瞬间 成为我们的纪念谁能发现我的世界 曾经有过你的脸"