You're like a star, seems so impossible to touch.

Sometimes I just felt so alone, baby.

Its not that I'm not understanding enough. Its that I really really need your assurance.

I don't want to be forgotten by you. I don't want to...

Heart can be fragile.

Baby, I need you. I need your affirmation that I am there in your heart.

Let me winged with fervor of your love.

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My promise to you. (:

Great, was late today... Thanks to the recent crowd in the MRT. Too crowded for me to even squeeze in, even though i tried to go to the other door to try my luck to get in. And hella, I missed 3 trains in a row. When I finally get in I was too near to that automatic doors and my hand got hurt by it. The door actually closed and I didn't notice I was too near and my hand was being hurt by the door.. Dumb me -.-

From around 8.45 to 2.30, I was engaging with hirers and reliefs with barely a 5 minuets to take a deep breathe. Then I went lunch with Colin and wooots not much hirer and relief to attend. A time to relax ;X so I blog blog 1st, arbo later in the night I forget and lazy to type already.

Baby Jasper's having his paper today. I am sure he can do well. ^___^ Jy my bao bei!

Bao Bei, jia you! You can do it, I have faith in you!

" I wanted you to be there when I fall. Baby this is how much I needed you.<3"

Sigh. Nobody will understand. Nobody will know. Cause who will ever think of a "nobody"?

I already giving in alots of things. Everywhere is the same, everyone is the same.

I guess only fools would be there for a nobody and a useless ass like me.

Now the same thoughts and feeling I have long ago is back, I don't blame it for coming back to me.

Cause a leopard will never ever change its spots (me).

I am useless. Yes I am. No use consoling me. Cause I am.

Today, Tao Gong Gong.. keep doing things wrongly.. got the wrong agreement for my Super Relief Driver. Photocopied more then the amount of documents i needed. I think thanks to my medicine. Makes me feel drowsy at work. Lucky all the hirers and relief driver was kind enough to understand my situations.

And great, Tony's giving me my salary ought to be given at Aug now its Oct already. But sad enough it wasn't the exact amount I should receive. Darn.. And my Pay Cheque is with Hua Yi.

Hope to get the cheque as soon as possible perhaps tomorrow. I can save/lighten 3 or even 5 person's burden. So I hope I can get it tomorrow.

Life was not sailing smoothly for me, but I know there's baby here with me.

I can do it! I am still as strong as before! I must do it even though it won't come out fine.

"Leen, Jia You!"

Dear, lets Scissors, Paper, Stone! I LOVE YOU! I MISS YOU! MUACKS! <3

Audit the whole day.. Saturday and Sundays is always boring and Monday to Friday is always stressing and busy.. Oh man. Am I gonna stay like this forever? No life.. Everyone is busy with their own things.. Had some tiff with dad -.- kp back with him. BTH. Some times I just don't wanna see his face.

Tomorrow's working. Gonna stress again.. stress stress stresssssssss D:

Sigh.. I miss Jasper baby badly :( Sigh...

When will all the obstacles end?

"baby i wish you were by my side, i miss you."

Lalala.. my blog is dead..

Shall post today. Was rather busy working ain't have time to blog the past few dayszxzxs.

Alright, now I am working as a Sales Admin under Recruitment Team of Premier Taxi. The MD was a good guy :) He tought me lots of things about life. When ever I have a training session with him, he'll start of with talking about life. He is a great man. When he was talking about life somehow I tear.. cause I think of my past, what had I done, I think of my family, my friends and of course my dearest. Really a soul searching moments. And I realised that its true that friends cannot be there for you always.

With dear's support and advise I had stepped a few steps out of my own world, and accepted that I must work hard for everything that I want in life. There's still a long way ahead of me. And I am really glad that I have him, my dear in my life. He was the best I ever met. I really cherish every second with him. I want to live my life with him, I wanted him badly.

I am really contented with my life now.

Taken during his 1st birthday :)

Koko hair long already.
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