爱。。。。 ？

Fuck You.

Valentines' Day.

Straight Through My Heart

I just can't take the pressure.
How I can escape it?
I don't know.

Nobody says it will be easy.
But its very difficult for me.
Too difficult.

Why so difficult?
....

Plug it in and turn me on`

"Always will be time to let you know;

The way I feel when you take hold;

One single touch from you, I'm gone;

Still get the rush when I'm alone;

I think it is time I let you know;

Take all of me, I will devote"

"I want you to take over control."

;)

Will be seeing my baby tomorrow! He's mine for 2 & a half day this week & he'll be going to Taiwan for holi's. ): I cannot imagine how bad it can be when he's not around with me! I'll miss him like there's no tomorrow.

Ken's someone like no others. He's always giving his best to me. And I'm glad for that. He's the one who reignited the spark in me again. And always encouraging me to strive for my dream, my future. He gave me full support both mentally & physically. The best happy pill available for me. And he loves Shiko as well! :D



Baby will be meeting me tomorrow night. And we're going down to take a look at the DJ Mixing Console as he is saving up for one.

Work is tedious now. Get back to work ):

dirty bit-

I'm so in love with this Black Eye Peas song The Time (Dirty Bit) and Pitbull's Hey Baby (Drop it to the floor) FT T-PAIN luh!

"Oh I had the time of my life and I never felt this way before And I swear this is true and I owe it All to you you you you you"

"OH BABY BABY"

Alright back to life. Yesterday the whole from morning till the clock hits 12am I was texting this someone. Yes its almost the whole of yesterday! I couldn't imagine that I can actually chat so much after that JLJJ. It's surprising!

And till now we're still texting (Y)

And I hope those jerk can really stop pestering sweetie.
Its irritating you know?!

Something whisper in my ears and said

"You are not alone."


And I think true enough that I am not the only one who think and feel that way.
As long as I want to help myself, I can get over it. I'm glad that I have friends to guide me, giving me moral supports that I've never feel anyone care for me like this anyway before. I don't know how long I need to fully get rid of this. Of course I hope I can kick that out of my life. And please, I'm not crazy I do not need a doctor.

And to that someone oh well YM, please DON'T TALK TO ME anything about patching back or the past or blah blah blah.
I'm not interested at all. Not even a bit.
Don't remind me how disgusting you are. I will never ever end up together with someone like you ever again. And I swear I shall declare what you done in the past.

This time round I will surely Open My Fucking Eyes Big Enough to see before I choose. You guys give L.O.V.E a bad name. Liars, bastards, betrayer and hey even my lovey boy Shiko is more loyal and honest than you guys. Please be ashamed now.

Saturday's night fever

Rebel with babes Stephy and Jiaxin yesterday night. It was super crowded and humid. Still it was a great night! <3>:{
Left at about 3am plus.

This morning, its my dad's 1 yr death anni.
Monk came over to chant prayers and combined my ancestors with his. Time really fly. I've converted to a full-timer working for PK's dad.

I hope I can do my best.! :}